"Darling I love you" By Joy Rajan
" I'm not quite sure what to write at the moment. It has been so long since I have actually put aside time for myself. So I suppose that is the reason why I am sitting here in front of my computer staring at my computer screen and writing whatever comes to my mind. I realise now that I have been too alone for too long. Yes I know I have parents and siblings. I am the youngest in my family. But even with people around you, you can still feel alone. I get reminded often to get married, settle down and have a family of my own. The only issue with that is, they want me to marry a man. Yes. Even till now, after five years of coming out to them they are still insistent that my coming out was just a phase. I know I probably shouldn't let their opinions sway me nor should I let it stop me from dating. But I have. I don't bother. I long to find someone. Even to go on a date. I haven't been on one ever. I have met women whom I found attractive. I think, if...